MY FATHER DIED ON 6-8-08 AT 2:15 IN THE MORNING. I AM HAVING A VERY DIFFICULT TIME DEALING WITH HIS DEATH. I LOVED THAT MAN SO MUCH AND WAS VERY PROUD TO SAY HE WAS MY FATHER. I WAS HUMBLED TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE HE TOUCHED THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE. ROUGHLY 1000 PEOPLE SHOWED UP AT HIS VIEWING. MY FATHER WAS GENUINE, FUNNY, DEPENDABLE, WISE AND SUPER INTELLIGENT. HE WOULD COMMENT ON MY BLOGS AND EVEN PARTICIPATED IN A THURSDAY THIRTEEN. I AM ALSO DEVASTATED THAT HE DIED WITHOUT SEEING MY FOURTH CHILD WHICH WILL BE HERE ANY DAY NOW.
HIS DEATH AS HARD AS IT WAS FOR MY FAMILY AND I WAS BEAUTIFUL AND ONE DAY I WILL WRITE ABOUT IT. TODAY, I AM POSTING THE POEM I WROTE FOR HIM AFTER HIS DEATH.
Who will I be without you and who will guide me through?
There is no one to replace my Kong, he was only you.
I tried to be unselfish and release your soul to fly
But what I really wanted was for you to never die.
I will hear your words of wisdom gently whispered in my ear
I will feel your warmth surround me and know that you are near.
I will pass on your stories to your grandchildren with pride
I will be at peace knowing you are forever at my side
I will cherish simplicity and never ask for much more
I will try to follow your footsteps so I can reach the same door.
I saw you enter paradise and the excitement you had
I was surprised at how happy I was and not really all that sad.
The six of us released you to the people you longed to see
In the end, I know you will be there to welcome us, your cherished family.